finally.
It’s happy and scary. I’m going to a game on Thursday, followed by the midnight premier of Avengers, and then going to see The Nerdist Podcast Live in Boston on Friday.
I think this means I can cross off “do something I’m afraid to do” from my list – Meltdowns whilst buying tickets and making up excuses and all. But I wanted to go, and I was the only thing in the way, so….I just did it, and then panicked again.
I need to get out more, apparently.
But I am, so yay!
Giving myself +50xp.
and tell myself what I really need and what my motives are, I get this.
And then my brain feels really sheepish about it, like maybe it’s really lame and I’m incapable of mattering or doing things that matter. I think it’s just upset that it kept it hidden and in the shadows for so long, because it feels so scary to say it; and to name the things that drive me and have driven me since I went down that slide in the playground thinking I could be a hero like Balto when I was three.
Woke up to a leaky ceiling, a wonky stomach, and rain. But my ram came in, I’m working on the CSS3 badge, and I’m staying in my pj’s and a super big robe while journaling and show planning.
I need to not stay up so late and wake up earlier, at least for the next week, because I have a lot of things I want to do, and not enough time to do them with my current “schedule”. Also, I need to wake up and run from Zombies again, when it’s not raining all week.
To do:
1) finish Team Treehouse – I have 30+ more badges to do and about a week and a half to do them. Which, I can do, if I wake up before 11 or do them late at night.
2) finish The Nerdist Way – well on my way to doing that. I’m on part 3, and I wrote down the prompts in my Tome to do at my leisure.
3) create more content/make more videos. I have the next two roughly planned, but I need to get them sorted and done-ish, and continue to make more. Which means more Mass Effect and WoW for me also.
4) keep journaling – I love it. You might have guessed if you saw the last video, but it’s great.
5) paint something – I want to. So yeah.
need to not stay up till 3 am….